I know you are not with me;
But this was always destined to be.
I cried and wept;
All promises unkept.
I find this hard to accept.
You have been in my thoughts of and on.
And this makes me rot and sick at times.
I try and struggle hard to get rid of this pain.
I train my brain… I shall now never let this happen again.
But all in vain.
I assumed you were a gem;
Now I condemn.
Maybe someday, I shall get over you
And forgive and forget you.
But your wicked intentions shall still haunt me at times…
Being human I may not get over it at all.
But that's not my fault.
You fooled me with your fake love and stole my heart.
And played very smart;
Until you broke it apart.
That was never a part of the draft.
Now that we both have moved on;
I once again gather myself in an attempt to restart my life afresh.
For it's a new dawn
and there is nothing left to mourn.
Life is a one time blessing
And I just can't keep messing and tarnishing it with your unpleasant memories.
So here I shed this burden
And free myself from the bond we shared.
Once again to relive my life and find the love I deserve .